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I hope that my life experience can be absorbed by your sharing , but there are some experiences that I hope you won’t be like me. Two years ago, around this time, December 20, 2021 , my daughter passed away . One year is 22 years old. If I knew all these things now,

My decision might be different from the decision I made at that time. The biggest difficulty is that it is difficult for you to make a decision . You just want to save her , but you have not thought about her medical process after you save her . After looking at her,

She woke up on her own, and she realized the great changes in her life. At that time, her physiology and psychology were already very complicated. It felt like when she opened her eyes, she no longer looked like a human being. It is difficult to describe what she saw at that moment. It has

Never looked like the look in our daughter’s eyes when we saw her , as if someone suddenly descended from the sky. When she woke up, I told her what she wanted to say and she wrote I L U I love you . At this moment, you Knowing that she is back

, life is 90% unsatisfactory. If you have anything to do, come and have a drink. Welcome to the Life Bistro. This unit is mainly to share some people and things that we feel touching. Then I am your good partner in life. I am Xiao Oha. Hello everyone. Okay, I am King. Hello everyone,

I am here at Life Bistro. I don’t drink, Bao Xiaobai . Hahahaha. Brother Xiaobai. In fact, everyone’s impression of you is that of a music producer . In fact, many young friends know your experience as a child. Or maybe you’re curious about some of your training background when you were a child,

Because it’s a little different from today’s artists , so can you give us a brief introduction to what kind of environment you grew up in when you were a child ? Counting the three-in-three-out acting ecology, people debuted at around 17 years old. When they debuted, they were singers.

Later, they retired to create music , and then later worked in administrative management at record companies to create so-called peripheral products for musicians. In fact, they just made records and debuted with singers. After recording , I went to work as a reviewer in front of the screen , then worked behind the scenes

As a so-called program producer , then acted in front of the screen , and then retreated behind the scenes to work in some production companies or some application generation in the field of AI that I am currently studying. That company is three-in-three-out. Among the various situations in life,

I feel that my life experience is quite rich. You are humble. This is super rich, and then I also faced that unbearable period of looking back. I have white hair and black hair. I hope everyone If you don’t experience this, can you describe to us how the environment

You grew up in when you were a child is different from that of young people today. If I put it this way, it is really the life of aliens we had at that time . We used to be really primitive with me. People of the same age, including brother Weizhong and Wang Weizhong

, we are probably like this: military villages. At that time, military villages had more public facilities. So when I was a child, before I came to live in the city, I spent about five to six years in the countryside . We use public restrooms. The public restrooms are for men and women

, and they use wood chips, three rooms, and wooden grids. The urinals are made of wood. The pit is deeper than a five- or six-year-old child, so if a five- or six-year-old child falls in, you know, crawl in. If you don’t come up, right , it’s about a 15-watt light bulb

, so you have to go to the toilet in the third room. So what should you do if you want to go to the toilet in the middle of the night ? You have to go through a very difficult stage in your life , and you have to have what is called

A defensive posture. The moment you squat down, you have to look left and right first , because when the light is weak, you have to detect and see if there is any spider. If it is static over there, you can live in peace with it

, but you have to be on guard against it at all times. If a cockroach wants to fly from the east to the west and crosses your eyes , or if the cockroach suddenly wants to jump on you, in fact, it is not , it is flying over the wall

. At that moment, you may have only one place to go , and that is to jump into a shit pit . You can avoid it , otherwise you know they are like those bullets from the cannon flying over the wall. They are so scary. As soon as a figure enters

And you step on the pit, they are really very sensitive shadows, just like bullets with sound. It will be like this 咻~廻~廻~ I just said that if you go to the toilet, it will cause a lot of panic. The biggest difference before is that going to the toilet has become very convenient now.

Of course , so I said that the toilets now are like aliens, so convenient that they are almost to me. The only difference from now on is ideological. You don’t have to use your hands to go to the toilet . The early days were really primitive.

How did Mr. Xiaobai enter the entertainment industry? It was not because of family connections . I have one above, and the one above also debuted very early. Singer Bao Weiming met by fate one year when he was a sophomore in high school. Because Bao Weiming wanted to perform,

He was short of dance partners. He had already invited two dancers. He felt that he wanted to build up his momentum, you know, so he brought two more twins. My brother is very easy, no matter if it is practice or rehearsal, it is very simple.

At that time, when we were still living together, we practiced one or two dances. Then he took us to perform together. My first performance on stage was in Baishawan. There were three groups at that time. On that day, Xue Yue was performing in Baishawan. There was Xue Yue, Li Yaming

, and then Bao Weiming. At that time, we became the first outdoor performance. By chance, our record company later found out that Bao Weiming had two younger brothers who were pretty good, so he wanted to hire them for an audition. I remember the first audition was with

Cao Xiping, who had just released his film at that time . The second album is called “September Starry Sky”. The image of Brother Cao at that time should be different from now. The personality is the same, the body is different, and the portrayal of the years is different

, but it is very impressive because at that time you could become an idol in pop music. There aren’t many references for that material , so you still have to go through an audition. Then the record company has to confirm whether you can sing.

You can’t just say you can’t sing and force you to sing. Moreover, the technology at that time was not as good as it is now. Now even if you can’t sing, you can become very good at it. When we sang , we really had to be serious about it. You

Had to be able to sing and you had to train and get approved by the teacher. Only then would you be able to release a record. Only then would the record company start arranging recordings and find a producer. So we auditioned like this all the way and then made sure it was done

. When I debuted in 1986, I can understand that the early idols in the past were still relatively strong, and there was a basic strength group , because for example, the environment you sang in was all with real microphones , and there were no wireless microphones at that time. All of them

Were wired. As long as the audio equipment is strong for public events , our original ecological performance still cannot match the original demand. We are defeated by a beautiful leg. We have been very excited for a year to receive the news that it is finally open to the public. Do you know that

In the past , the so-called shows were all scheduled within a week, and being invited to the show already made you influential, famous, and other valuable things? But at that time, we were just starting out and had just released a record. But you have to live.

If you don’t go to the show, you can’t make money. Everything else is promotional. Finally, I received a show that lasted for ten days. And what is it? It’s the Chinese New Year period. There are three shows in the morning, noon and evening. So here we are. That place is called Penghu.

It feels like going abroad because I have never flown in a plane in my life and I was not very young at that time. That person was eighteen or nineteen years old because it was a converted theater. The stage under the curtain was so shallow that it could

Only play. There is only a little light, and there is no background. It was originally a movie curtain with a few pieces of paper pasted on it. For example, even the Spring Festival Gala used red paper with the word “big happy” on it. Why did you talk about losing to that leg

In the program manager’s row? The flow of the program is like this. The more influential and famous people are at the back, so there will be a big show, the main show, and the finale. Young new singers like us will be dumbfounded when we see the program is finished.

Because we sing the opening, it turns out that we are the real ones at the back. The show was called and the front was like a warm-up for us. It was not the opening warm-up. We thought we were singing, dancing and sweating very hard. Then later,

The host of the show welcomed the next strip show, which is famous in Southeast Asia and has returned home with great white gauze . I can’t imagine that this is a reality. In fact, what people come to see is that we just heat up the atmosphere first,

So I said that no matter how hard we work and work hard, we will still lose to those two legs. When they come out, they are just thin. They came out like this and returned home with a great reputation. They returned home with a great reputation. We are not considered rising stars.

This is our experience of debuting at that time because the performance culture and environment at that time were like this. For us, we really wanted to do it. They are creative. For example, we wrote the songs ourselves and designed our performances ourselves. Later, when we debuted, we all had perfect packaging

And marketing , like the Little Tigers , which was a youth team copied from Japanese culture. We have to have an assistant behind us, which we don’t have. We have to do the announcements ourselves , ride the motorcycle , put on the makeup ourselves, and answer the announcements ourselves

. When we go on the show, we compose and arrange the songs ourselves , so we have to bring all the MIDI. There are only three TV stations with equipment to perform programs . Each of them has its own big band.

It is not easy to be able to perform on the three channels. Unless you have status, what were you called singers in the past ? Singers are more like your own singers. It is really possible. When you get to this dazzling TV station,

You already have a level. Yu Tian is a singer over there . Li Yaping is a singer. She is called a singer show and we are called singers . When we go on the show, we bring our own instruments and bring our own computers. We are scolded

On the stage. They can’t accept this culture. Why do I have a band and you don’t use it? Are you looking down on our band teacher? Your computer needs to be plugged in , and then his stereo needs to be connected to a PA

For live sound control. What is he doing for you ? You are just a three-minute and four-minute performance. Things that cannot be created by ourselves are being served. When we go on shows and go to relatively well-known shows, you have to be reviewed because our singing must be reviewed by the Information Bureau.

You need to have a review approval number before you can perform in public. At that time The three channels are all official. Those who can appear on official programs must apply for approval and must be reviewed and reviewed. So at that time, it was actually very difficult for us to appear on programs.

90% of the programs we appeared on were the content we were required to perform. I hope you come just to sing and dance. Why the first retreat is to be behind the scenes? No matter how much we think about it, it’s useless. Why is it that the environment doesn’t allow

You to stand there and sing like a piece of wood? Only those who sing like wood are called singers. We all rely on ourselves. Then you can’t become a singer and you have to be selectively used by others. So in the past, we were all called singer-songwriters. At that time, or later,

When we were called it, it was unnecessary. It’s troublesome. If people want you, just sing your good song, don’t you just run, run, run, run? Run forward , so everyone has misunderstood. Running, running, running is not ours. That is Bao Weiming. He just does it from the beginning to the end.

No matter what era he goes through, he just does it from one to the end. He just runs , run, run, run 35 Years have passed and we haven’t finished yet. This is the advantage of starting from the beginning. The label is clear. We are blurred labels under the label.

The environment just happened to change. Of course, we had to respond to the expectations of the audience . At that time, the only way we could communicate talents was to appear on traditional TV. Or if you had products, it was radio stations that could make people remember songs that left emotions

. You relied on these two media investments to have it. Because I listened to a radio program and put it on a song by Chen Shuhua, I fell in love with this song. It also reminded me of the emotion of the culture we paid for , but now

I am creating No matter how much the singer makes, the songs will never be meaningful. Why is it because it is easy for you to listen to the songs ? The audience is very selective. Just like now, the next second he has changed the channel, and his loyalty is very low.

I think the biggest difference between now and before. Actually , I was talking to my friend that day. Even now, you still feel that you want to take out certain songs from the past and listen to them again. The songs you listen to now are good to you now , but I feel

Like they have not changed so much. Listening now only requires strong recognition , but do you know that if you don’t have depth, it will be short-lived and have no emotional foundation? In the past, we really had to take the bus to a store in Ximending and find 10,000 so-called CDs.

I’m looking for a video or a cassette . I still struggled with this song for a long time. Wow, it’s so expensive. I’m talking about the time we debuted. The first ten years were all vinyl. This cassette drove a taxi. What kind of cassette tape did you know? There are

16 songs in cassette tapes. The size of the song is so big that we generally think it is the size of a billing meter. As long as you have these two things, you are a singer. Vinyl photos. Your photos are on them . What a valuable identity you have. Now many young people

Are also collecting them. Vinyl records are called classics . Those who are willing to collect them are really serious players. They have emotions for that kind of product. He did not live in that era , but he wants to trace back the historical pictures. Are there many things that can be

Discussed now ? Reconstruction can use AI technology to reconstruct. Everyone’s needs are different . Why do you want to reconstruct ? Is it your situation ? Is it because you have not experienced that environment ? Or do you want to invest in looking at modern and past history

? It’s not possible to overlap it , but what I’m more curious about is that Brother Bao has gone from the “early” entertainment industry to the “current” entertainment industry, to the early so-called singers and singers , and now you can see that everyone’s degree of freedom has become higher.

He is no longer possible. He only needs to be bound to the previous three channels , and even if he publishes his own things now, he can throw them into the so-called Internet platform. Under such evolution, from a senior perspective, what are the shortcomings or advantages? The

Advantages and disadvantages are actually easy to see. In our era, we were strictly regulated to be a carrot and a pit. Of course, if you want to be a singer, your quota is that if you don’t retreat in front, you can’t advance in behind. So in comparison,

All you can show and pass on No matter how creative he is, he is still restricted, saying that it is not suitable to pursue popularity at this time. Popularity is passed on to you, you will, you will, you will also, and it will become popular. So what we experience is that

Pop culture continues to pass through dynasties. After cleaning and rinsing, now is the test of the advantages and disadvantages. Speaking of the current media, you are very free from creation, expression, release to delivery. His stuff is fast and convenient . But the problem is, what are its shortcomings? You can’t remember

Me. Let me tell you the simplest thing. If you have all experienced falling in love, falling in love is the most profound and unforgettable thing in people’s growth. As long as you have a relationship, it will be unforgettable. Especially the first time, the first time you enter the TV station, you will easily

Be in the TV station. The performance of this TV station depicts the expression of that emotion. You have been in love many times now, just like now a YouTuber, we will make a show and you will be a YouTuber ! Wow! I’m very excited, right? Do you think there are so many

YouTubers like you now ? So many, so many, too many to count. The different characteristics of Channel 3’s performances are that they are more variety shows , dramas , and news . So each of Channel 3 has its own core programs. When you go on that stage, you have a core positioning.

But now there are many YouTubers who want to become news anchors. The advantage is that everyone can become an anchor. As long as there is this kind of media and you know how to operate it and plan it, you can show that you are a news anchor. The disadvantage of being an anchor

Is that you can’t remember it. If you can do it, you can do it, there is no threshold. This is inevitable, so I think it is necessary to tell many YouTubers who have a long history of good quality and persistence. Although they started out, they were paid attention to. It is very hard.

I said something very early. I told myself 30 and 40 years ago. Many curious classmates said that this industry only requires one thing. The longer it lasts, it is your stage wrestling. The longer you are, the more you are right . The test you have to pass

Is whether you can live to this day. Taiwan’s democratic enlightenment is very, very fast. Of course, you have to absorb it strongly. You have to know how to judge immediately. The more experience you have, the better your judgment will be. It depends on your execution ability. That’s

Why I feel that when I say that I have lived until you say that I have experienced a lot, I can only tell the people around me , including myself, that everyone will experience different and profound things . But if you want to live, what does it mean to live tomorrow?

You want to start making a judgment now. Brother Bai, let me ask you . The most popular thing on the Internet recently is a song called Big Hip-Hop Era. What do you think about the current hip-hop music? From a music perspective, I am the first and earliest. Doing hip-hop You know what we

Do behind the scenes when we make music. There is no barrier between music and language. You don’t listen to me. I listen to all kinds of music, including the most traditional Indian music. I also listen to Indian music from a certain period . That rhythm is better than the African rhythm.

Hip-hop has transformed from street culture into ethnic culture and into a language culture of the country. Today’s hip-hop is a bit like this. It is no longer limited to the streets. This street culture is the American street culture fifty years ago and is It came out of the street culture of

The black race and became a socialist society on both sides of the East and West. The underworld was against the various life styles of their society . Then they started to do a so-called bleached hip -hop singing, which is not a gangster singing. Hip-hop can also be a kid from a rich family.

So why should the racial culture of black people be publicized ? Some of them are showing their inferiority complex because this is their dissatisfaction with the current situation. Therefore, hip-hop presents a mirror image of modern life , so it becomes a music genre and becomes his. Attitude

In the past, when there was no big hip-hop doctrine, it was called rock and roll. Big hip-hop is a so-called doctrine that reflects social phenomena . It comes from creativity without standards. Why chanting and singing could not become a melody in the past is what we must have when singing.

Are the lyrics and the song correct? Many people are confused about the lyrics and the song. What is the arrangement? The lyrics are made of fonts, hearing, blood, and tears. They are called lyrics. They are words, emotions, melody, a kind of soul, and seduction. You and the melody that conveys your voice

Are called soulful melody. The other is the arrangement . The clothes I just mentioned above are called style. Are you wearing a dress or a suit ? So the arrangement is like this . So I will say back to big hip-hop. There is no such constraint.

What type of hip-hop did Brother Bao make before ? I will first talk about the first hip-hop live singing I developed. It is relatively clear. One is called a singer and the other is a group. At that time, we helped He wanted to make a transition , so

He decided to make a hip-hop song for his second song. It was called Jordan Chan’s album. It was called That’s Mine. It was the previous album of The One I Love . It should have been after that. The One I Love is a song written by Jay Chou before he debuted.

At that time, in 1999, I gave his song to Jordan Chan. The other one was in 2002. At that time, I put it on my record company because I felt that hip-hop had matured. Before 2000, there was no record company before the millennium. Why did the company dare to do hip-hop ?

Because most of Focus still existed in Jacky Cheung and Chen Shuhua. These were women and men. So hip-hop was a local focus music. It couldn’t sell 100,000 or 200,000 copies like commercial popular music. So at that time , I I feel it’s time to communicate regional culture

, and it’s a thing to communicate. You can’t talk about foreign culture when it comes to hip-hop content. Later, I started the Machi group , and then I designed the group to have Machi brothers. Wow, it’s awesome. Mystery Sound: I’m such a fan.

You need to know that we, the publishers behind the scenes, for example, have the so-called producers, production directors, and what my production director does is to develop music products. Develop music and peripheral products for singers. What kind of producers are we looking for ? What kind of songs are we looking for?

It is up to us to plan what kind of lyrics the singer should sing. We are now submitting to the company whether to release this album or whether we have at least one or two new releases every year. Those that are already well-known in the market,

For example, we have developed Stefanie Sun and so on , but my role is to develop products and products , so Machi group was also because he sang in the southern Fujian style. You know the conflict is that we are Warner Records in the West are all operating in a more international style.

For example, Stefanie Sun, Sammi Cheng, Huimei Zhang, etc. are all operating in a more international style, so the best thing is to think in reverse . I say that regional culture is more important, and there is no one in Southern Fujian hip-hop. Moreover, there are no people at all . group, right?

Moreover, he is from the well-known early idol group LABOYZ LABOYZ, LABOYZ LABOYZ. People say he is from hip-hop. They brought Taiwanese hip-hop. They are not called old school LABOYZ at that time. The songs I make are very similar to hip-hop, but they belong to old school , those songs after disco,

Funky and so on. Of course, there are some elements in hip-hop. In terms of dance , there are locking , popping and breaking, because I am also very good at dancing. So I was also the first generation to do breaking in the early days, and I also appeared on the show as

A big windmill. So in fact, many things about music popularity are in accordance with your environment. There is also a sprint exchange between Eastern and Western music culture. Why are there only three countries that will always lead? The music of the United States, the United Kingdom, and Japan is the fastest

Because they have communication , they have construction, stimulation, and conflict. King, have you ever listened to hip-hop music before? I am very hip- hop. I have been listening to it since elementary school. I used to listen to MC Hammer OK . Compare. In fact, he used to be a very minority

, and generally speaking to his parents, listening to this kind of music is considered a bad kid. For him, he is a socialist critic. In fact, hip-hop has also created another outlet to strengthen another kind of music. The so-called depth of Feng’s R&B later is because their R&B will become more emotional.

People like Mariah Carey and others like Whitney Houston sing R&B that is really fascinating , and the emotional investment is because he is really melodic. Things can survive until they become popular and they will affect you. If there are signs of real popularity, I think it is based on human progress.

For example, as I just mentioned, in fact, I think the lack of resources in the early days may be the time when creativity and imagination explode most. The most abundant period Everything seems to be too easy to obtain now , but now everyone is looking for the cleanest and purest time.

I think that era is actually a very difficult period to go back to. Your time and space scene is also very difficult to go back to. But now, for me, there is a very good AI that can solve the problem. Now our computing power and technical ability

Are 500 years old. Now it is still Xiaowu, because when it is quantized in the future, you can be 5000 years old. Mr. Xiaobai, I remember correctly, you will contact The AI ​​part should be related to the life experience of a certain period of time,

That is, what happened in the past two years. Can you share this with our audience? Since I dare to come out now, I hope to bring some situations for everyone to get to know me again. I mentioned earlier that I hope that my life experience can be absorbed by your sharing,

But there are some experiences that I hope you will not be like me. Two years ago, that is, about this time, December 20, 21 , was me. The day my daughter passed away, she was 22 years old . Because when she was 20 years old, she had no symptoms

Due to this rare disease. She only went to the school health center for many days before going for a blood test. It was discovered that she had aplastic anemia , which was either adjustable and treatable or very dangerous. So that day, under inexplicable circumstances, she

Was told by the school medical staff that she could not leave and that she would have to go directly to the intensive care unit for two days. The first blood test said that you had some problems in the blood , so it was later found out

That she had a very serious aplastic anemia. She was unusually serious. Later, she was immediately arranged to come back to Taiwan and experienced it in Taiwan. During the entire treatment, patients with blood, whether it is leukemia or blood cancer, will have to go through a bone marrow transplant if the disease is serious,

So it is unavoidable for us to be included in the treatment plan , and my daughter will have to arrange it at that time. But the doctor’s judgment was that it was too late to wait. If we were matched enough to be transplanted, it would take half a year to get

The results. Later, when we couldn’t do anything else, we just followed the doctor’s instructions and did a semi-match. This part, including the bone marrow treatment plan , was still controllable. After her bone marrow transplant, she left the sterile room and returned to the general ward. All the inhumane treatment plans

Went awry. That’s when the attending doctor told my daughter about his own process of dealing with such a disease. What happened is the first case in the literature. How do you ask me to accept cerebral hemorrhage and arachnoid rupture without any understanding of her situation , especially the resident doctors.

They mistakenly believed that the ultrasound detection showed that there was water in the stomach and it was irreversible. Later I found out that it was not water in her abdomen but a pancreatic cyst because she was taking anti-rejection medicine. The pancreas is the most difficult thing to detect

, especially on the day of your ultrasound. What is the blood pressure? 120 to 80 is the high and low standard. It is basically safe. My daughter is already at 120. Her high is 200 and her low is 120. If you want to insert that tube,

You have to consider whether she can withstand the pressure. Why is there always one on the 12th floor of that ward? The label is called roly-poly . I am afraid that this kind of blood patient will bleed or have blood pressure and her brain will bleed. So roly-poly, roly-poly, just don’t bleed

And don’t have any chance of causing accumulated bleeding. You inserted that one and my daughter’s blood vessel burst on the spot. That’s all. Well, she should have arrived in the general ward on January 8th for observation. After that, the medication process will react with her body.

Moreover, the 18-month observation period from the first to the second year is a so-called key period for anti-rejection. It is really impossible to take precautions. I was not prepared to say that on January 17th, she would be given a cerebral hemorrhage due to a nasogastric tube being inserted. Her basic pathology

Precluded surgery, so you had to prevent bleeding because she had no coagulation function and was aplastic. Anemia means that she has no coagulation function. She cannot produce platelets, so it became the first case in history. I don’t know what her basis is. She

Said that it was caused by cerebral hemorrhage in order to treat anti-rejection, right ? You should not have had the nasogastric tube inserted, right? If you want to intubate, you should probably take some kind of soothing agent or something like that. I don’t know if your medical procedure always has a medical procedure

, because it’s no longer called an emergency procedure and requires intubation, no , but in order to drain, the person was in a good condition before draining. Don’t you judge the functional status of the person below and then take measures? If you want to cry but have no tears, forget it

. That’s the fact. You have to make trouble with him and then go where we don’t have the extra time. Of course you are always by the side. Staring at you, what should I do now ? Do you want to go to the hospital? That’s what they said. How to save this person?

In the end, he will be saved. Do you think he should be saved? Leave it to his family. I remember that when the incident happened that day, there was actually a situation in the afternoon. At that time, my daughter could still get out of bed and sit on the so-called wheelchair-style defecation.

She suddenly had a seizure because she exerted a little strength and stretched out her hands. She fainted and was immediately intubated , but there was something like that first. What was soothing was that I happened to be eating at the food court in the basement.

I really didn’t want to look back on any of my current situation. At that time, the doctor came and said that it was almost hopeless because he saw the photo. It was a bone marrow transplant with diffuse arachnoid hemorrhage. When I was diagnosed with cancer, I had already done some kind of chemotherapy.

Is it targeted ? Because bone marrow transplantation is about letting new cells implant in the bed and grow up . But your old cells are your own. The cells of the original body with antibodies need to be cleared first , so they must have an adaptation period.

The adaptation period means that in different cycles, rejection of different organs and internal organs will appear throughout the body. The first reaction is in the skin. There are only two in the intensive care unit. If you are transplanted into the intensive care unit for emergency treatment

And then sent back to the general ward, or you will go to heaven, you will know why you can stay in the intensive care unit for seven and a half months because it has many, many things that have exceeded the treatment of the original attending physician. After the

Bleeding, emergency measures began to be taken , and the person was in a coma for like 42 days. I forgot. Anyway, after that, he had to have a tracheostomy. I had to feel like that every day. And you know it was also a time when the epidemic was very strict.

I am very grateful. There are many doctors and many nursing staff. I can only plead with them to be more considerate. It’s right to work harder, especially in very difficult times. It’s difficult times for everyone, but I also educate myself because this experience is related to my growth. It’s better to be self-reliant

Than to beg others. Do more homework on your own. So I went to study in the hospital first. The medical equipment my daughter needs to use is because the doctor still throws it to you in the end. Do you want to use it ? And you know that the light…

Inserted into the body, the equipment is far more than two people can stand, so even when the doctor comes in to see the doctor It’s hard to stand , so we can’t live in a health-care housing. We hope that in the end, no matter what the quality is,

I’ll be bankrupt. Every day is full of dreams , full of infinite hope. If this injection is given, I hope tomorrow’s numbers will be good. Not every day. In disappointment, I look forward to hope every day , and then I am disappointed. Anyway,

I am already in so much pain that life is worse than death. The perception of pain has become based on visibility. Because his perception has been messed up. It hurts me every time I touch him. Every day, I sit directly opposite my daughter

, because my daughter only has one finger left on her left hand to move. Every day is changing rapidly. The next second, others may be like that. I face the reality of this kind of thing every day. You can’t express any emotions to face

The situation. If you are asked to wait, you will just wait. In fact, after my daughter passed away, I no longer have any unnecessary emotional reactions. I know what she still wants me to do with my wife. They are all good.

In fact, to be honest, this is just the self-interpretation of living people. Just comfort yourself. Let me put it this way , we don’t know where people like her who have left have gone. I first entered the doctoral class because I encouraged my daughter to continue her studies. Because

After she passed the exam, I told her that I had also passed the doctoral program . Then her mother shared that your father had passed the doctoral program . Then she said, wow, that’s great. In this way, we will have two PhDs in our family, one is academic. One is in medicine

. Why haven’t I given up my studies yet? I am studying next to fulfill her last wish that she could not fulfill. Even after she left, I started studying in my daughter’s last wish. I just happened to make her my academic career. I am doing research on the application of AI generation. What

I am currently studying is the psychological human endorsement marketing theory. I used AI generation technology to reconstruct some data that my daughter left behind when she was alive. The data was fragmented and I reorganized her. Now AI can also reconstruct me. My daughter’s voiceprint has reached a point

Where I only have one thing missing. You can see her reconstructed image and listen to her voice . It has even reached a point where you can talk to her and say that the weather is good today and she can talk to me. I also think of saying

, Dad, you wrote a song for me when I was 18 years old, so I can sing it to you now. She is only one short of becoming a human robot . Of course, I will not reach this part. I am even in thinking mode now. With the corresponding mode

And dialogue mode, I am still stopping here. I don’t want to continue because one thing is that I do the research and generation application of this thing to reproduce and reconstruct all the digitization of the new technology that I use to do these things.

He still hopes to have sound laws and keep up with the situation. Rebuilding my daughter with AI is just me. Some people don’t agree with it from an ethical point of view. I absolutely believe what he said, but we have to stand on

The basis of what we just talked about about so much pop music. Elements depend on the environment. I just want to say that everyone will face the matter of life, separation, and death. The way to mourn the deceased relatives has changed from tradition. We also have some customs and folk customs. From

Tradition to now , just like TV used to be three-dimensional and now it is flat. Now it has become The more transparent it becomes, the form will change a lot, so the way of mourning will also change because of the technological issues that

Keep pace with the times. For those who don’t agree with me doing this , I also agree with his idea. If you treat the elderly, the elderly just ask for me. Just leave when you need to. Why do so many people have a clear understanding of life and death? Don’t give first aid.

First aid is a second degree of harm to the person lying in the hospital bed unable to take care of himself. It is also a second degree of emotional harm to the caregiver. Watching me being tortured is what I experienced

In the end. The difference is why I want to continue to keep the signs of my daughter’s original life in the digital world because he is different from most older people. He is only 20 years old. I can interpret your own future as you please. Everyone has squandered your years.

We have just talked about a lot of wearing baggy pants and custom-made clothes. He has no chance . He doesn’t even have the chance to rebel. So why should we resurrect him from the digital ? He can do whatever he wants in

The digital experience . A lot of the process was very hard , and it was a bit of a joke. We can still see each other in different time and space , so I hope we can all develop in a good place. For example, I reconstructed his voice

And did something he had never done before. At first, as I just said, he wanted to spend money and try it out in the digital world. Later, I found that when I was rebuilding the AI, I was thinking about how to distinguish its functions. I am not just showing off

Our curiosity about technology. Really generated sounds are things that have emotions and emotions. Like when I talk about the generation of speech, it is very difficult for my daughter to reconstruct because she has no data. Why do you say that if people nowadays need to understand technology,

You will have the opportunity to create something that is difficult, precious and valuable as soon as possible. You can build your model first and don’t need to wait until you die. Waiting for you to die before using it is another kind of value. Let’s talk about inheritance

. For example, if you have a disease, it has long-term and anticipatory properties. For some treatments that cause your speech impairment, you can first leave these parameters and leave these data. If Hawking Stephen had this kind of speech modeling, he would not have to use a computer to help him speak.

He would use the sound waves of his own speech. Then what I am talking about is that if you have oral cancer, for example, if you have this oral treatment, you cannot cause aphasia later on. Stroke is also a kind of thing. It will cause the development of language.

I have already studied it, which is to sample your sound waves. Your speech may be unclear, but I use your sound waves to create a clear and audible one. I still have a hope to tell everyone that these things can coexist in the future. I also hope that everyone can better cherish

Youth. Of course, I don’t dare to ask you to cherish it. But when you get older and older Only then will you understand better that the taste of love is to cherish those rare things and to cherish getting along with children , because children only grow once.

Just like caring for and caring for your relatives if they have some long-term chronic diseases, you must also take care of yourself personally. It is very difficult to contain the emotions. This long-term illness in bed will cause a lot of family feuds and hatred. I have seen many such cases in the market.

When they know that he is a chronic patient, many people start to want to abandon him. I still remember my father at that time. The day before the stroke, our whole family had just returned from a trip to Yilan. The next day, I remember I received a call from my mother

At about 11 o’clock after work. Now hurry back to Taoyuan. He said that your father had collapsed. You saw a man who was fine yesterday. Then At this time, he was having electric discharge and convulsions . If you called him, he would not respond to you like before.

He had a massive stroke at that time, so his speech was basically paralyzed. At that time, we had to decide whether you should have surgery. Actually, it was a little bit. Everything you just mentioned is yours to decide. The hospital does not bear any responsibility for you . For example,

They cannot guarantee you what will happen if the knife is inserted because as long as there is a 0.1% risk, they will increase it by at least 10% . He has to say 0.1% to 10% because you are responsible for the remaining 90% of his decisions.

So when the doctor throws the ball back to you, it is just because you want to save and you don’t understand how difficult it is for him. How much is the rescuability ? You are not a doctor. If you understand, you will be a doctor yourself.

So at that moment when heaven and man were fighting, what kind of rescue did you choose ? You would not think about how tortured the treatment would be after the rescue. How old do you have to be to bear all the physiological conditions after the so-called rescue and surgery

? I still remember that at that time, my mother took my brother and me to the small room next to me. My mother told us two brothers that one of them was surgery. If you don’t perform an operation, the first eye you put in will be blind. No one can guarantee

That he will lie there like a vegetable after the operation. You will have to take care of him for the rest of his life without opening. It is possible that he will go away. Then my mother asked us two brothers at that time, don’t worry about what the group of people outside said

, because the group of people outside, my mother told me at that time, they must be like this and they must be operated on just like just now. Teacher Xiaobai said that no matter what problem he encountered, he would first save him and then talk about it, but

In the end it was the three of us who took care of him. That’s right, my mother asked us to vote . Anyway, the three of us would vote and there would always be an answer. But my mother gave us a proviso at that time . He might not be able to leave

Even if we open it . In fact, after we walked out of the ward, my mother decided not to open it. In fact, she is an uncle who was scolded by everyone . How could she be so cold-blooded ? Why didn’t she save him? My mother often said that this is

Today What happened if we really drove on? This group of people who are not taking care of him are just here to care. How long can he care ? In essence, the people we are taking care of may have to spend more effort.

Like my dad is already lying there. It has been 15 years , so we actually have to fulfill what we said at the beginning. Since he chose to live, it is actually our responsibility. Yes, in fact, it is difficult for heaven and man to fight. Just like what you just said, I thought

That if I knew these things now My decision may be different from the one I made at that time , especially after I have experienced care. The biggest difficulty is that it is difficult for you to make a decision. You just want to save him , but you did not expect that

His medical treatment will have a purpose when you wake up . If you save him, When someone wakes up, you look at him and he wakes up on his own. He also realizes the great changes in his life. At that time, his physiology and psychology are already very complicated. That feeling.

My daughter woke up and was the first one to go through emergency treatment for cerebral hemorrhage, and then she died. After experiencing shock and septicemia , when she came back and really opened her eyes, she no longer looked like a human being.

It is difficult for me to describe the look she saw at that moment. It was never as sudden as the look in her eyes when we saw our daughter. The person who descended from the sky then has feelings , hearing, and vision. We have to see if she can feel her

Left hand. What else can she do at that time? The movement of three fingers. When she wakes up, I will talk to her. We will talk about it. When she said what she wanted to say, she wrote I L U I love you. At that moment, you knew she was back.

She knew who you were , so her three words were always the same . I later had a photo with her and merged it together. It was the first sentence my daughter wrote after she woke up from a cerebral hemorrhage, because at the same time she also found that

She had been cut off and could not speak about her life. What was she doing living now? She was so old during this experience. Say you don’t want to save me, don’t base your reluctance on the future. You know I have to bear

The cruel situation of the treatment that is out of my control. This is something most of us can’t understand if we don’t have this. That’s why I said that after the rescue, you will To face this cruel and torturous treatment under the continuation of life, you know when she left,

In order to cover the brain bone, she returned to the simplest method of walking, pneumonia. In fact, sometimes I look at my dad like this . My dad may not even recognize us children now . Sometimes we just look at each other and choose. Sometimes if you think about it,

If I had to lie there for more than ten years, I would not be able to express anything and I would have no language. I can’t control my abilities . So is he… still alive? Or is he just alive in form ? And now all the mental burden is

From the caregivers around him. Instead, it’s all about the caregivers around him , or is he just a caregiver? The author’s self-interpretation is that it is all artificial restraint. My daughter has just finished a hip-hop tour. She should throw away these school papers. After throwing away these school papers,

She thought that the semester was about to end, so I went to check it because she had unknown bruises. It took me a long time. Just say no to the school, you can’t leave now. Immediately after coming in, why “? You can’t bleed. You have no coagulation function

Because your platelets are lower than normal. Do you know what is normal for us? 180,000 to 300,000. This is less than 4,000 for us normal people . Now that we have it, we are faced with This is, you know, if life is not so smooth because of illness,

It is not only the pain of the sick person, she has to bear the pain and suffering of being tortured. Taking care of others also has psychological pain . I myself have had this kind of pain in the past year . My mood was like this when

I faced the situation at home. I thought there was a saying. In fact, at that time, I realized that I was also thinking about the meaning of this sentence. Poor people have their own sad points , but there are also some sad people

Who easily don’t want others to see them. It’s a pity that I feel like this , so I do n’t want to express myself. Actually, it’s just about social fear. I don’t want to face others, because when you face others, the first thing they do is to ask how you are,

Are you okay? It’s a pity, or There is a hint of “you are so pitiful” in the semantics , so you know clearly that once you come into contact with others and say hello to others, the pity in your heart will come out again invisibly, and you don’t want it to happen if

You want to act like a normal person . It’s hard to face everyone like this . Why do everyone first think that when they see you, wow! How are you? Are you OK? It’s impossible for you to act like it didn’t happen and you ‘re just being pitied by others. Disappearance.

If you disappear, it means that the most painful part of you has been forgotten. It may be impossible. This kind of personal pain. I believe that it is impossible for us to feel the kind of personal pain of our loved ones. You will be there forever. It is impossible to forget

Me while you are alive and breathing. Just treat it as one thing. Everyone cares about it . There is no need to have too much. You know the performance is in interpretation . We don’t need to interpret it anymore. We have received it and we all care about it.

But I am the biggest now. The purpose is to say that I can change my mentality. Instead of living in a blaming way as I just said, I can find out the motivation and meaning of life. Instead , I can look at it more positively and look at why

I have lived a good life. It means that we have a common idea about my daughter. Let me end it first. Like the previous one , if you have also faced such an experience or have a similar story around you, please leave a message and let us know. What are your feelings

And the current situation ? If you feel embarrassed, please send us a private message on IG because you will not be seen in the private message , so you can speak freely and help you share your own story. What the fuck life

Seems to be different. If you have the courage to face life’s choices, then we’ll see you in the next episode .

今天邀請到知名音樂製作人-包小柏 老師，來分享從小到大的人生經歷。

兩年前的今天，12月20日是小柏老師的女兒包容過世的一天，沒想到兩年後我們有機會採訪老師，並能在同一天分享他過去的人生經歷，這一切也真的太巧了….

這一集我們從小時候進演藝圈的環境跟故事，然後到老師開始製作嘻哈音樂製作人，以及身為熒光幕前的大前輩，給予現在Youtuber的一些建議，沒多久，女兒罹患罕見疾病，如何白髮人送黑髮人，照顧家人的心路歷程，到女兒離去後，無法面對大家那種的心情，小柏老師完全沒有偶包的跟我們分享了許多點點滴滴。

謝謝老師分享這麼多的故事，因為有他的無私分享，讓我們學了一課，珍惜現在擁有的，活在當下。

章節
00:00 女兒20歲罹患罕見疾病，努力拯救過程，女兒對著他說 I Love u。
01:04 今天邀請到知名音樂製作人-包小柏 老師，來分享從小到大的人生經歷。
04:30 如何進入演藝圈的，原來是因為這個原因
08:34 三台時期的歌手、歌星的故事，創作歌手如何生存
13:06 身為前輩，給予現在的網路世代歌手，分享一些優劣勢建議？
16:06 沒想到，小柏老師是台灣嘻哈音樂的大前輩！青春回憶湧上
23:00 女兒罹患罕見疾病，骨髓移植到後續的治療過程，沒想到發生重大醫療問題
30:39 研讀博士班的原因，原來是完成女兒未完成的遺願
35:29 希望能告訴大家珍惜現在所擁有的，活在當下
39:19 女兒醒來之後的第一個反應，居然是 I Love u
40:45 遇到臥病在床的人，身為家人的我們，面臨到的抉擇是？
42:04 可悲的人，有時候也不想讓大家看到不堪的一面

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